Look Forward To My Bright Future

Just now around 4.50pm, I saw one of my colleague post something at his skype. He said:"Maybe if I didn't appear infront of you, then you will remember me".
(in mandarine is 或许我不再出现，这才值得你怀念。Please forgive me and correct me on my broken English....)

His words remind me a song's of Karen Mok(莫文蔚) - 盛夏的果实.
This is a sad songs and it's also remind me the old days when I was in Singapore.

I won't look back and the only thing in my mind is, I just want to look forward to my bright future. I believe that I will be have great success in the future. Encourage me and support me, ok? All my dear friends. Thanks!

盛夏的果实 - 莫文蔚
也许放弃 才能靠近你 不再见你 你才会把我记起
时间累积 这盛夏的果实 回忆里寂寞的想起
我要试着离开你 不要再想你 虽然这并不是我本意
你曾说 过会永远爱我 也许承诺不过因为没把握
别用沉默 再去掩饰什么 当结果是那么赤裸裸
以为你会说什么 才会离开我 你只是转过头不看我
不要刻意说 你还爱我 当看尽潮起潮落 只要你记得我
你曾说 过会永远爱我 也许承诺不过证明没把握
不用难过 不用掩饰什么 当结果是那么赤裸裸
其实不必说什么 才能离开我起码那些经过属于我
也许放弃 才能靠近你 不再见你 你才会把我记起
时间累积 这盛夏的果实 回忆里爱情的香气
我以为不露痕迹 思念却满溢 或许这代表了我的心
不要刻意说 你还爱我 当看尽潮起潮落 只要你记得我
如果你会梦见我 请你再抱紧我

Breakfirst at Menglembu

I wake up so early this morning, at around 6 a.m. After I prepare myself, it's just only 6.45 a.m.
What can I do so early at this time? I was thinking. Then I decided to go pasar take my breakfirst.

Pasar at Menglembu reminds me the old day that I have with my secondary school friends. Still remember that, everytime after the Taekwon-Do training, we will take our breakfirst at "lou yi" (in cantonese call 老二). Untill now I still don't know why we call the boss at the little coffee stall as "lou yi", I think mostly is because he is the number 2 children in his family. Hahah! If Wan Mun you see this blogs, I think you also have the same feeling like me, right? Haha! We are old already~ cause we always talk about the old day~

Come back to the breakfist I took just now, 2 read with kaya and butter, 2 half boil cook eggs and one glass of milo ice. When the half boil eggs was serve infront of me, I just smile and think of the old days I have. (like a crazy women, Hahaha!)

Then I look around, people's around me are old people. Then I was think again..... will I be like the old people that sit aroud me one day? The old people around me some come alone, some come with friends to have their breakfirst. I wish one day when I get old like them, I will have a lots of friends and wish my life will be happy.

Any comment?

"Teach me and I"ll forget;
show me and I may remember;
involve me and I"ll understand".

Chinese Proverb

(any comment?)

May God Bless Me & You

Finally, my first semester examination will be on this Saturday.
The first subject for the examination was "Learning Skills For University Studies".
Although I had score "A" for all my assignments in this subejct, but for the examination, I had no confidence at all. The reason of no confidence is because I have weak memory..... I can't make to memorize all the things I had learn. :s Help~ May god bless me~ and God Bless You too my dear friends ~

Now Only I Know Your Feeling

Haiz....! Now only I know your feeling at that time.
Really stress before exam~! Help~!

Rainy Night

This few days at Ipoh always rainning at evening time.
Night time was so cool and makes me feel so want to sleep early.
How about other's place in Malaysia?
Does you all also feel the same like me when rainy night?

请问是对联吗?

朋友带我去钓鱼，走到一半下大雨，
大家觉得真没趣，怨天怨地怨天气，
可是想想又何必，站在佛学的道理，
钓鱼不是好玩意，会因杀生遭报应，
应在自身没关系，应在家人问自己，
怎么当初去钓鱼，奉劝大家多一句，
别再杀生及钓鱼，积福积寿齐欢喜。

外面正下着雨，就好像我脸上的泪水一样，还未停下来。想着想着，也不懂在想些什么。
听着外面的雨滴滴哒哒的下着，才发现，原来有一个字一直在我的脑子打转。它。。。就是“雨”，
突然间，我心血来潮，想写些东西。所以，就用了“雨”字来写了以上的“对联”。可以说是“对联”吗？
。。。。我也不懂~就当是我的一个尝试吧~ 多多指教。。。

外强中干真笨蛋

外强中干真笨蛋, 你说应该怎么办?

People never satisfied

Today I feel so blue.... suddenly feel that I am nothing.
When everyone look at me, they thought my life was perfect.
They said I work and study in the same time, and have lot's of friends go with, a coloring life. Some of them even said jealous about me cause I'm still single, and I can do whatever I want.
.................
Well......what can I said? Life is like that, and everyone is like that, never satisfied.

How should a meeting look like?

Today will be a boring day for me, because we have a management meeting today~
But I can't see any improvement after few times I attend this management meeting~
Wish that today it won't get so boring~ I'm trying to get involve but the meeting is really boring.
Reason of feeling boring, maybe is because all the presenter give presentation by sitting down and no tone while presenting.
What do you think? How should a meeting look like?

你...还记得我的生日吗?

还有一个多月就到我的生日咯~
我将会在 1/1/09 到 4/1/09 去HAPZAI 庆生哦~
好高兴哦~!
你...还记得我的生日吗?.......

no more flexi hour

Currently our company are under renovation.
My manager today announce that, after the renovation, no longer flexi hour for us when come to work. We need to be punctual. ah..... so cham, no more flexi hour.....

有一种爱叫做放手

同事 SEND 了一首歌给我 , 歌名是“有一种爱叫做放手”。
很直接的，我告诉他：“我早已经放手了，别担心我。”。。。
顺便也跟你说，放心吧～我真的放手了。
我在这间公司工作得很愉快，也非常的爱这间公司。
我的前途是光亮的。
真的，请放心吧～我爱你们～

最后一天咯

今天是上课的最后一天咯~多两个星期就要考试了~
我非常的紧张~如果可以的话，我真想拿长假哦~
可是，这只是一个梦。
靠近年尾了，我们IT部门最近都很忙，要做REPORT又要做“苦力”。
为什么呢？因为公司最近要做装修，两层楼的电脑加起来有30多价，
都搬到PRJECT MANAGER指示的底层楼去。
要搬PC，PRINTER，接NETWORK。
好累人哦~星期一就是我们IT部门搬迁的时候了~
啊！！！有好多东西做喔！
希望能赶快把东西做好，这样我就无后顾之忧的专心念书了~

444 - 55566688833 - 99966688

Guess what is the number represent for as below?

444 - 55566688833 - 99966688

( Clue : Guess 3 words! )

斋粒粒？

星期天晚上，跟妈妈去吃晚餐后，原本想回家的，但经过慧芬姐姐的家时，
妈妈说想进去聊天，就这样我就把车停在慧芬姐姐的家门前。

妈妈和慧芬姐姐一直聊天，我就做旁听。后来，我们聊到了关于吃斋的事情。

有些人会说：“你们吃斋的人，斋口不斋心，那些斋的名字都跟肉的名字一样的。
叉烧啦，烧鹅啦，虾啦～什么都有。”

可是慧芬姐的老公就说：“其实你也不能这么说咯，因为那些斋都是面粉做的。
这些斋料不是一粒一粒的就或者是一条一条的，如果不用那些名字，
难道就叫那些斋料作“斋粒粒”或者“斋条条”吗？”

哈哈哈哈哈。。。！！！又是喔～真有道理～
所以说，如果自己要吃斋的话，就不用理会别人说的中伤话～随他吧～

要健康哦～

最近同事们一个接一个的病倒了～看见他们辛苦的样子～就想到我病的那个礼拜～
想一想，应该是我把病毒传染给他们的吧～　（真不好意思）

所以啊～朋友们，平时要多喝白开水。
无论你在怎么样的天气下，也要多喝暖水喔～
病过后的人，就知道健康是最重要的。
祝大家身体健康哦～

完成任务

终于～忙完了在ＷＡＷＡＳＡＮ　ＯＰＥＮ　ＵＮＩＶＥＲＳＩＴＹ的任务咯。。。
我们从早上九点多一直做到下午五点多。
虽然很累～不过我很高兴，因为学了一些关于宣传的技巧～
没有高手告诉我如何做宣传，我也只是从他们的办事手法中学到的。
他们做的好与不好，就见仁见智了。
我只是用了一天的时间，就看清楚了那一些人的做事方式和态度。
总的来说，辛苦是值得的。
谢谢你给了我这样的一个机会，胡先生。
只要你一个人做不来的东西，找我～我一定会全力以赴～
一起加油吧～！ＹＥＡＨ～

等。。

现在我人在ＷＡＷＡＳＡＮ　ＯＰＥＮ　ＵＮＩＶＥＲＳＩＴＹ　里。等着人分配工作给我。。。怎么知道那个分配工作的人，因为有事情要办，就让我们在ＬＩＢＲＡＲＹ里等。。。啊。。。！！！等。。等。。等。。我们要等到什么时候哦！？？很闲～

我变了

告诉你,我变了,饭凉了,汤也凉了,原来,我的心也凉了,热不起来了...

唯一不变的是。。。

“ 这世界没有一样东西不在变，唯一不变的是：东西还是不停的变。。。”

我很喜欢这句话。忘了从那里听回来的，只知道它非常有道理。

我需要它....

啊!!!!! 我的东西不见了!
你们有看见我的东西吗?!
请问是谁拿了我的东西?!??
请你把它还给我吧...
你把它还给我吧.....可以吗?
你拿走了它,
放在你那儿搁着,
对你也没什么用处的,
请你把它还给我吧...

你怎么这么忍心把别人的希望拿走啊.....!??!?
它??!??
它是什么?!?
它.........
它.........
是..............
就是..............
我的"希望".........

请你把它还给我吧........
请你将我的希望送回来, 好吗.....?
我需要它....我需要它....

Amanda~ Ganbateh!

Finally, I had finished my last three assignments.
Does I give my best for my assignments? No......
I'm not really satisfied with it.
What should I do now? There's nothing I can do but just look forward.
Amanda, don't look back anymore, there is many things that wating infront of you and you need to work it on. Don't look back, but just need to walk forward and look into your future.
Amanda~ Ganbateh! :D

你。。。还好吗？我恨的人。。。

那天，见到了以前那个他。心里还有恨他的感觉。
可是，我没时间了。我没时间再去恨一个人了。
在有限的时间里，我能够做多少的事情？
希望能快，越快越好，快点到达我要的目的。
你。。。还好吗？我恨的人。。。

Sharing

Got a friends forward me an email, with some nice and touching words~
Want to share with you all here~ I don't know who write out this, but hope one day if got any friends know that who write this out, let me know.
Here you are~ please read as below...

離開你之前 我發現 因為有你 我學會了大膽放愛去飛 不在乎前面的路是否危險..
你走之後 我才發現 所謂的勇氣 早已耗盡
我 不再是以前的我 累了倦了.. 想愛的心 不停的顫抖... 徘徊在回憶裡傷心...

It touch my heart.... how about you.... ?

Third Tutorial

Next week on Sunday (21/9/08), will be the third tutorial I'm going to attend, and in the mean time, I need to pass up my assignment 2 for 3 subjects. Well, work and study in the same time is not as easy as I think, we need to scacrify a lot. No entertaintment, no chit chat around, no "yum char", no movie, no shopping, no comics, etc. Well, I believe, this is worth and I will continue to give my best! Cheer me up and support me always~ ok!? Thanks!

Dreams

This is what a friends share to me the last old day, today i want to share it here with my friends here~

"Many people put their dreams in a little box and say, ”I’ve got dreams.” Then they put the box away and bring it out once in awhile to look in it, and yes… There’re still there, but they never get out..."

I'm one of the people that talk about at the above~ I've got dreams, but I never get out and fight for my dreams.... no one can help me except myself....

Nervous

This coming Sunday 27/7/08, I will go for my first tutorial class at WOU (Wawasan Open University) at Ipoh branch. The tutorial class will start 8am, and will end till 4.30pm.

I'm so nervous.

Star Walk Ipoh

15/06/08, Sunday morning. Me and my mum first time join "Star Walk", organized by Star Newspaper. We so happy but very tired, cause we need to register ourself before 6.45am for the competition, and we woke up at 5am++ in the morning... ah...!! Much more tired then go working...

Another Jokes

Teacher: Ah Kau, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have?
Ah Kau: $10.
Teacher: You don't know Maths.
Ah Kau: You don't know my father la!

Mother: David, come here.
David: Yes, mum.
Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse.
David: But but but....I will only get my report card tomorrow ???
Mother: I know that, but I'm going Hong Kong tomorrow so I'm scolding you now.

Father: Why did you fail your Mathematics Test?
Son: On Monday, teacher said 3 + 5 = 8 Father: So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4 + 4 = 8. On Wednesday, she said 6 + 2 = 8. If she can't make up her mind, how I know the right answer one ???

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No la, mine is undying love only !!!

Man: How old is your father?
Boy: Same as me la.
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He only became a father when I born ma !!!

Teacher: Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
Simon: No la, teacher. It's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Son: That's why I tell you she's no good!

Teacher: Where were you born?
Student: Singapore , Sir.
Teacher: Which part? ! S
tudent: All of me la....

A boy came home from school with his exam results.
' What did you get?' asked his father.
' My marks are under water,' said the boy.
' What do you mean 'under water'?'
' They are all below 'C' (sea) level !'

Jokes

在古代英國，大法官非常仰慕王后美麗迷人的胸部，但他知道猥褻王后的代價是死亡。他把自己的秘密告訴了亞瑟王的御醫。
御醫答應幫他實現他的願望，大法官答應付給御醫一千金幣作為代價。於是，御醫配制了一種癢癢水。
一天，趁王后洗澡時，把癢癢水抹在了王后的胸罩上。王后穿上衣服后，感到胸部奇癢難忍。
亞瑟王急忙傳御醫給王后看病。御醫說這是一種怪病，要解癢，只有用一個人的唾液，要讓這個人在王后的胸部上舔四個小時，這個人便是大法官。
亞瑟王急傳大法官進宮為王后治病。御醫已經把解痒的藥放在了大法官的嘴裡。
於是，大法官終于實現了他長久以來的願望，在王后美麗的胸部上足足舔了四個小時。大法官過足了癮，王后的病也治好了。
大法官回到家裡，御醫趕來向他索要報酬。大法官已經過了癮，而且知道御醫肯定不敢把事情的真相稟報國王，於是便想賴帳。
御醫忿忿地離去，發誓要讓大法官付出代價。於是，他又配制了一些癢癢水。這天，他趁亞瑟王洗澡的時候，把癢癢水塗在了國王的內褲上。
第二天，亞瑟王又傳大法官進宮了....哈哈 ........... 你災死ㄚ...........

Change

Today, [10:13:30 AM] 小侯 says: 心若改變...你的態度跟著改變 態度改變...你的習慣跟著改變 習慣改變...你的性格跟著改變 性格改變...你的人生跟著改變

If heart change, your attitude will change,
If attitude change, your custom will change,
If custom change, your character will change,
If charater change, your life will change.

My translation correct? Hah! I don'y know.

GT 2008

07/06/2008 (Saturday)
Last week I went to Penang, cause need to attend a wedding dinner.
On the way to Penang, we drop down a while a Autocity.
This is the photo that I took with my Handphone.
So pity because I do not have a camera.

6/6/2008 Friday Outstation to KL Working

6/6/2008 Friday
Today go to Trading branches at KL, is one day trip. Our department was close one day and whole group of us go to the branches to do software auditing. We depart from office start 7.00am. (actually normal working hour start 8.30am) I feel so sleepy all the way driving from house to office. :p If can, I hope next time my manager will adjust the time late a bit so that we can have enough sleep.
After the auditing, it's already 7.30pm. The time we reach office is already 11.00pm.
Can you believe, we work more than 12 hours included travelling time. :s
Hahahaha! Actually, I'm really enjoy to work like that. Can go outstation and face to difference people and colleagues. Yeah~ I like to work like that.

Seminar 06/06/08

Today I go to attend a seminar that organized by SME (Small and medium enterprises).
Actually I'm not very sure what is all about SME, now I had a better understanding and know what is SME about.
I go to SME website, and read this from the website.
[SMEinfo is a one stop information portal for small and medium enterprises (SMEs). It provides information on all aspects of SME development, including financing, advisory services, training programmes, business and networking opportunities as well as other SME developmental programmes/initiatives by the Government and private sector.SMEinfo is a one stop information portal for small and medium enterprises (SMEs). It provides information on all aspects of SME development, including financing, advisory services, training programmes, business and networking opportunities as well as other SME developmental programmes/initiatives by the Government and private sector.]
Conclution, the seminar gain me some knowledge on how to earn money online.
By blogging and selling many products. Is kinda interesting and fresh for me about this earn money online. Hahah! So happy~ Hope there will be a "high hand" will come up here and teach me more. (If there is kind people that want teach me,hopefully~)

Actually I never think of want to use English as my default language to do blogging, but after I saw my colleague blogging with "good" english, this make me so want to improve my english language so much. Hopefully with the way of writting English will improve my English language.
If there is anyone out there saw my and read my English, can give me some advised and comment. So that I can learn Good English from you. Hahahaha~!

Hmm... is late now, 1.00am. Need to wake up at 5.30am, because I must reach office before 7.00am. Outstation working is kinda tired but happy~ this is what I think always~Haha!

Worth

4/6/08, four days after June, feel empty.
Five something before I left office, YLT GM Mr Chuah came in to our department.
After some chat, he said I become much more pretty. Haha!
I told him that I break with my boy friends already.
He said, he knew it, cause he did not look good to long distance love.
But frankly he said, how come I break with boy friends but become much more prettier?
Hahahahaha....! What to say, this love really make me feel pressure all the time.
Is a release for me after break.
A break that make me found myself, found my way to walk to my future, worth.

Life still need to go on...

Just break with my boy friends. Feel upsad. Anyhow, I wish he will be fine all the time. Life still need to go on...

Chinese New Year 2008

Still have three days to go before Chinese New Year.
Last night whole day I was helping my mum to clean up the house, it's really a taugh job.
We through out more than 15 packet rubbish. My father own most of the things, we never let him know that we through his things cause really too many at behind our house. Even my neighbour also complain, haha! Now, all the things gone, and what we see only a clean and nice view behind our house. I loves to see that.
I wish this coming Chinese New Year everyone will have their dreams come true~

First Time

Never really put some times to write a blog.....
Feel like want to start someting new this year~